Unexpected turn

I kind of knew it would be something like this. Though i denied it, saying 'no~, this could never happen to her'. Was I too naive ? Thinking that everything would be alright with both of them forever?

Sometimes i really hate that side of me that's too optimistic. Perhaps i shouldn't expect from others that much.

If it's me, i'm positive i can do everything i want. Again, too naive and optimistic ? I wonder, for how long i can keep thinking like that ?

'What to write in my first blog post?'

I'm probably not the only one who, before writing my first blog post, searched on Google 'what to write in my first blog post?', so I'm going to be honest and try to introduce myself.

This is a picture of me and my best friend. I'm the one on the left side, by the way. So, Maria is my humble name and I'm 15.
As I'm only in high school, i have many interests, and few of them are medicine, traveling, asian countries, anime.
In september, i'm starting a second year in medical high school. I'm very dedicated to this as I hope to go to another country and practice medicine there.

I created this blog purely to write about my daily happenings, feelings, family, and most important, about things i'm interested in. There is one more reason. I wrote in the 'About me' section that i find it very uncomfortable to write on paper for some reason. Maybe i just don't like how i write . I don't know.

If you are interested in anything, feel free to comment :)